I have started to write a million times in the past year but
the words didn’t flow like they used to. My words got lost in mind. My thoughts
scattered and my desires torn. I don’t know how to describe being lost in your
own mind. It’s easy to get lost in life. The hard parts tend to throw you in to
the dark and the light seems to drift farther and farther away. There is a
point you forget there was a light to begin with. You stop searching for it.
The worst part of losing your light is when you let someone take it from you. I
think that is how you get lost in your mind. When you give someone the power to
take away the only thing that makes you see. Your blind and flailing to find
the parts of yourself you once knew so well. Today I am still searching for the
light I let you take from me. I am still trying to find my way out of this
darkness. But I know I am close to finding it. And when I do I know I’ll never
let anyone take my light again.
